By June 17, 2011
I am determined to loose weight by summertime 2011.
I suffer from very low self esteem. I never want to hangout with anyone because I'm too embarrassed of myself and I feel uncomfortable with my body. It's heartbreaking always trying to cover my stomach with so much clothing and getting red when someone touches my stomach. This guy I like, he's my friend, but it would be nice if he liked me instead of being his fat buddy. :/ So no more soda, no more dessert, no more size 9, no more stretch marks, no more crying in the mirror, no more one piece bathing suit, no more being called fat ass. I'm killing myself everyday by binging all the food I binge. No more of this, I want to have the body I always dreamed of. The only one stopping me, is me.